kay so..

tomorrows

 
the birthday
a few mixed emotions about that one..
its good though

everythings...better. a few things could have went a little differently. but hey this is life you cant rewind it or fast forward through certain events.to be honest- the things i go through make me a stronger person..ive learned by dealing with things and actually living through certain things..tends to make relationships stronger. so yeah- things are better now

im a little confused about saturday.. the little time spent with chels was good though.. as always

looking forward to wed. well..tomorrow too of course ;) and you cant forget about thurs....wow im a busy girl from here on out..lol yeah im excited.

yesterday was good..i love my bestfriend. and her new haircut.lol went to the grandparents house for lunch. yummy!! haah later on me and aim decided to go for a little joy ride on these old school bikes..lotta fun<3 

having a bruised tailbone is faaaarr from cool yo..softball evidently is ah killer

yeah well..im not really sure as to what else im supposed to say.. 
in other words...
conversation ended

<3kelly

alright well..

i only had a few hours of school today..
humm yeah- just really didnt feel like being there. im just worn out today..after having that FREAKING KID all weekend [ill get to that later] and then having those late softball games..i skipped some sleep and "that aint gonna do me no good"

about little jared...well ms duffy said that i did the best out of all her years of teaching im gonna be a good mom ;) lol but yeah..the whole idea of a computerized baby now gives me nightmares! haha its NOTHING like the real thing..but yeah sad but true im glad thats over..

walk the line is now a favorite movie of mine

im addicted to repeatedly singing the lines.." and it burn burn burns...the ring of fire" in my johnny cash voice along with the help of my two bestfriendssss<3

the fact that me and aim are almost through with ALL of the dawsons creek seasons terrifies me..what are we suppose to do now

broke back mountain was a huge disappointment!

the 16th birthday is in

seven

 days..i feel like i should be more excited... im getting there..

had our first win last night im proud of all the wonderful ladies i play softball with  yeah..we all definitely stepped it up..and my pitching has improved A LOT i only walk every other person now..HAHHA jay kay dawgs but yeah things are good in that department..

new

playlist..im lovin it so folks pump up your volume ;) lol

what else?

oh yeah i taught chels how to drive a 4wheeler..yikkkes! lol

i think i have a bad case of  

Four-oh

..yep..i sure do..

someones in an icon mood...

look at what that says..ROCK paper scissors..not paper rock scissors..grr.. lol..if you dont say rock first then youre wrong ;)

haha thouse of you who are on the team know what im talking about aye?

aww

and thats about all..
<3kelly

alright..new layout

let me just say this..you pathetic little KIDS out there who are starting rumors about me..just stop..stop avoiding your own problems.own up to them and stop trying to move in on my life and what you think are my problems..you guys do not have the slightest clue about me nor my life so just take you overly used lips and shut them..because quite frankly im not wanting to hear what you "think" or supposedly know what went on between me and my t e a c h e  r..besides its none of your business and why do you care now? you people who are saying these things dont know me and have never even acknowledged my existence..and now all of the sudden you think im doing something you want to question me and all..noo no no just cut it out..im sick of you people. for those of you who do know me..thank you guys for being there and sticking up for me..its amazing how the people who actually do care for you are willing to help you through your hardtimes and stick up for you and when youre walking through the halls of rutherford high school and one of those annoying unknown students who want to trot all up in you life go to ask you that awful question "are you the girl who got him fired" and your friend answers for you as a smile starts to overpower your almost teary eyes..im just so thankful ive surrounded myself with some really wonderful people! so thanks again guys for being there for me

as for the rest of my life..nothing new
-im still hungry
-me and my dad still arent getting along
-my history grade still sucks!
-although i did get an 88 on a test
-im still struggling in french
-im becoming a fake mom here in a little more than 2 weeks
-softballs still going on

speaking of we had a game a while back..lost but not by much..i pitched and did..well..i wish i did better..but hey whatever.lol
practice tonight..im ready for it..i want a little quality time with people i actually like. haha

im so ready for friday..schools not my favorite place right now.. but enough about all that mess..im gonna try and overlook all this bullcrap and not let it get to me because i know the truth and to be honest..i dont care what you other folks think

im sure ive said enough
<3kel

so i now have a playlist..
im really liking the song that are are there ;)
there not to shabby

but yeah no time for an update

sorry guys

but things arent half bad incase youre wondering

later loves
<3kelly